i don't miss you at all.

I'm a very vocal lil creature when it comes to teeling people that I miss them, a little too much at times, even.

But anyhow, I heard this song as I was browsing imeem and immediately fell in love with it. It's called I Don't Miss You At All by Norah Jones..

As I sit and watch the snow
Fallin' down
I don't miss you at all
I hear children playin' laughin' so loud
I don't think of your smile

So if you never come to me
You'll stay a distant memory
Out my window I see lights going dark
Your dark eyes don't haunt me

And then I wonder who I am
Without the warm touch of your hand

And then I wonder who I am
Without the warm touch of your hand
As I sit and watch the snow
Fallin' down

I don't miss you at all
I don't miss you at all
I don't miss you at all

Dont miss you at all - Norah Jones

long day is over..

If you feel like really tired from all day's work and all.. and you'd want to listen to something real soothing as you relax your aching back to a real soft bed or couch. This is the song you should listen to.

It's called The Long Day is Over by Norah Jones.

Feeling tired
By the fire
The long day is over

The wind is gone
Asleep at dawn
The embers burn on

With no reprise
The sun will rise
The long day is over

The Long Day Is Over - Norah Jones

..love-ly love love..

I am currently in love with this guy. And in my beautiful mind I am dating him.. and he's taking care of me. *dreamy state..*

*sighs*

*sighs*

*sheepish smile..*

he's Richard Poon. ;)

wuss wuss

I love conflict, but I hate the pangs.
I love the sea, but I'm afraid to swim.
I love to talk, but no one bothers to listen.
When I'm happy, I horribly miss being sad.
Yes, I am ironic.
And I'm certain no one understands..
Do I give that much of a damn?
you guess..

I would still start my mornings with a cup of coffee.


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I know you..but not as much as I hope I do..
Just like nobody really bothered to delve deeper through the mystery of your existence..
The evening sky tiptoes in and the indigo horizon is faintly visible..
I asked the sky if ever I will really get to reach you..the fragile you..
but little stars glitter no reply.
I might never know the answer..
but at the moment,
I am strong and I'm still willing to try..

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belated Happy Nanay's Day..

I was a lil subtle when I greeted my mom yesterday, still, I know she felt the sincerity of it. We were watching SOP yesterday and they were singing with their moms. Jaya sang 'On This Side Of Me by Corinne May', I was amazed really because I just realized yesterday that yeah, it could be a dear song for our moms.


Anyhow, if it's about songs, I guess this one, though not my composition (hell yeah..haha), I would like to dedicate it to my mom.

Nanay
Joey Benin

Pagmamahal at pag-aaruga ang nakamtan naming biyaya
Hindi nagdamot ang tadhana
Bigay ka sa min ng Diyos

Mula pagkabata hanggang paglaki
Ikaw ay lagi naming katabi
Kahit saan pa man maparoon
Ikaw ay nandoroon

Nanay, Nanay
Wala ng hihigit pa sa 'yong pag-akay at pag-aaruga
Nanay, Nanay
Bukod-tangi ang pag-ibig mo
Kami'y buong pusong nagpapasalamat sa 'yo

Pagmamahal at pag-aaruga ang nakamtan naming biyaya
Kahit saan pa man maparoon
Ikaw ay nandoroon

Nanay, Nanay
Wala ng hihigit pa sa 'yong pag-akay at pag-aaruga
Nanay, Nanay
Bukod-tangi ang pag-ibig mo
Kami'y buong pusong nagpapasalamat sa 'yo

Salamat sa iyo
Kami'y buong pusong nagpapasalamat sa 'yo

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Nanay, i love you more than you could possibly fathom..and there's not one prayer I have uttered for as long as I could remember that I didn't include you and tatay in. I know I could be a real pain at times but you still me unconditionally (like you have a choice, really..haha). Thank you. I know it will not suffice, but still. Thank you.

word salad, anyone?

why the title?

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So review is almost over. Gee. I could never really picture what for real would happen to me afterwards. I mean, yes, I have plans and all but it's all hazy pictures at the moment.. e.g. Me working not in the medical field YET but on a call center..maybe.

Finally, leaving SJC for GOOD. Quite huge step if I visualize it. No not huge, humongous. I'm scared as shit. Seriously.. SERIOUSLY!! I'm leaving my comfort zone. Steppin outside the box. My knees are wobbly. And what sucks the most is I have so little control over it. Maybe that's why I kind of set my mind that I'm not to work on hospital like imediately, like now NOW. Hell No! What am I nuts? (I could literally hear Prof Silva uttering those last four words..lmao!) I have yet to gain THAT much confidence.. Yes, I know I have my capabilities and it's not like I'm dumb or something or stupid even, No I most certainly am not. I just.. I'm scared.

Getting past the scary thoughts and all, now the word is lugubrious. Being an artist, that is me. haha.. But yes, how on earth will I not miss the grounds of that wee-bit of a campus we have? It was there. All there. Laid-out in the open all the memories--bitter, sweet, fun.. feel free to use/include other trite you could think of pertaining to memories.. And the people I have grown to hate and love.

The graduation day did not really put this toll of mood on me since I was darn confident I'd still see 'em all..my feet will still drag me to the campus because of the review. But now the curtain's finally about to close.

I must bid the warmest good-bye. And yes, there is good in good-byes.

Good night....... *yawns*